Debbie (nee Fields) Rushton

Don’t think I do not feel
because you see no tears,
A river rages deep inside
of grief, and loss, and fears.

Just because I do not cry now
don’t think my heart’s not broken,
I keep inside the misery
of words not to be spoken.

Sometimes I smile, or crack a joke
so you won’t see my pain,
or notice how my hands will shake
or how I’ve gone insane.

Each time I chance to think of him
my heart is ripped asunder,
The loss I feel is mine alone
you will not see my thunder..

Barbara Richard Littles Mum (Friend) November 24, 2007

I miss you more than anything
Every second of every day,
My heart completely shattered
The day you went away.

I wish that you'd tell me that you're O.K
Thats all I want to hear,
I want to have you near me
I want to feel you near.

I just want to know that you're happy
And that life it does go on,
I'll never stop worrying about you
'cos thats my job.

If you can find a way to tell me
Thats all you have to do,
Then I could cope a little easier
Instead of always wondering about you.

Just a few little signs
Thats all I need to see,
Things that only we'd know
It would mean so much to me.

I'll leave you now to think it over
And then hopefully one day,
You'll send me all those little signs
And then i'll know that your ok.

Irene Anness Family (GTS Friend) November 24, 2007

XXFOR YVONNE XXX

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If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
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And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
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If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
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A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
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If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
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But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
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I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
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But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there.
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GBU DEBBIE IM HERE VONNY XXFROM TINA X

Tina (Friend) November 23, 2007

Yvonne

Yvonne i not forgotten debbies Anniversary love..i just dunno what to say darlin to make you feel better..i know no amount of words will help but ime hoping my friendship and love might just help a small bit xxxxxxxx God bless you xxxand Debbie if you see this please love put your arms around yeah Mum and son some time today and comfort them TY Love Maureen

Maureen (Friend) November 23, 2007

You Will Be In My Thoughts

Should you ever feel alone
If finding times hard to bare
You can still count on me
Know I shall always be there

You shall be in my thoughts
If you are hurting, I feel it too
It is my friendship sincerity
I shall forever share with you

There each step of the way
My support you can depend
I will listen if you need me
With love your forever friend

Jayne Roddy (friend) November 23, 2007

My love and to say sorry my friend Yvonne....

My dearest special friend Yvonne....

I am so sorry for my message last night, I started writting with your darling Debbies name on the message and ended up putting Mandi part of the way through, I am so sure your precious Debbie and Mandi Blake are angel friends because if I think of Debbie,Mandi also comes to mind and when I think of Mandi your angel Debbie comes to mind, it is so unexplainable & strange!!!! I am sure they were both together yesterday for Debbies birthday and I am so sorry for my ixed up message.

Sweet dreams dearest friend.
Luv and angel hugs
Bridgette.
xxxx

Bridgette De Abreu (Close Friend) November 23, 2007

Special Little Spirit

'You're a Special Little Spirit',
The all great Master said,
As He gently caressed the curly blond hair
Of the Little Spirit's head.

'I need you need to go to Earth
To spend some time, you know,
A place I send most spirits
To be tested, to learn, and grow'.

The Little Spirit, in sadness,
Slowly bowed her head,
And from her eye a tear did steal
And down her cheek it shed.

'Don't you fret now little one,
I won't let you stay too long,
I'll bring you back to help me here,
You'll hardly know that you've been gone'.

'You're my choicest Little Spirit,
You're the apple of my eye'.
And He wiped the tear and gently kissed
His Little Spirit good-bye.

'I'm back', the Little Spirit whispered,
As she climbed onto her Master's knee,
And the Master said, 'I told you so,
You would not be long away from me'.

And then, the Lord, He noticed
Still another tear welled in her eye.
'Why are you so sad, Little Spirit,
Whatever should make you cry'?

'I'm glad I'm back', the Little Spirit said,
'But Master you must surely know,
When your angel came to get me,
I did not want to go'.

'I know you said you needed me,
And that I'd be gone the shortest while,
But Lord, couldn't I have had
A little longer earthly trial'?

The Master let the Little Spirit
Slip down from off His knee,
He firmly took the little hand and said,
'Come walk with me'.

The Little Spirit and the Lord
Slowly walked hand in hand,
As the Master explained her special part
In the great and marvelous plan.

'Now, Lord, I don't mean to argue,
I understand that you needed me home.
But I left in such a hurry,
I left everyone hurting and so alone'.

'I didn't let my earthly parents know
How much I loved them so.
I was too small to tell them Lord,
How will they ever know'?

'They feel they've been cheated,
And in a way, so do I.
Not getting to share any more than we did,
How can I ever tell them why'?

'Little Spirit, I know your heart is heavy
With this message you need to share.
But you need not worry anymore,
I'll watch over your loved ones there'.

'I'll send them loving comfort
As a strong and helping hand.
I'll contend and give peace to their aching hearts,
So they will understand'.

The Little Spirit looked up at her Master
And said 'Thank You for explaining it to me.
And could you please tell them that I'm safe and happy,
And that someday They'll be here with me'?

'Yes', said the Lord with a smile and a nod,
'I'll tell them all that I can'.
Then the others came to see the Little Spirit,
As the Lord let go of her hand.

He said, 'I'll tell them that you're pure,
As pure as Heaven's Gold,
That I needed the warmth of your perfect soul
To keep Heaven from getting cold'.

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Sue Mackel (Friend) November 23, 2007

Think of me and know I am with you,
Think of me and smile.
Think of me and know that our parting
Is only for a while.

On the days that you feel so desperate
To see my smiling face,
Just believe in your heart I am with you
And that I'm in a beautiful place.

So think of me and remember,
All the memories in your heart,
And believe and know that this is true,
We are never really apart.

Have a good w/end my love to you Yvonne XXXXXXX

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (Friend) November 23, 2007

Please dont ask me if im over it yet I ll never be over it PLEASE dont tell me he is in a better place He isn' t here with me PLEASE dont say , at least he isn' t suffering I dont understand why he had to suffer at all PLEASE dont tell me you know how i feel Unless you have lost a child PLEASE dont ask me if i feel better Bereavement isn' t a condition that clears up PLEASE dont tell me, at least you had him for a little while When would you choose for your child to die PLEASE dont tell me that god never gives us more than we can bear PLEASE just say that you are sorry PLEASE just say you remember my child if you do PLEASE just let me talk about my child PLEASE mention my childs name PLEASE just let me cry

Thank you for the support it really means a lot,My love to you Yvonne XXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (Friend) November 22, 2007

~X~ A ~ BIG ~ HUG ~ FOR

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Love Always Lynsey ~ Mala Normans Sister xXx

Lynsey Norman (Friend) November 22, 2007